10.20.2008
9.30.2008
StreetLUXE
5.02.2008
All over places, but not in bits and pieces
What is it about me and moving around? For someone who likes to isolate himself inside his room (for film marathons and whatever), I somehow always find myself moving from one place to another.
Ronnel said maybe I am just that adventurous, but I beg to differ. Maybe it’s all but circumstance why I’ve changed addresses more than 6 times in five months. Heck! The address I have on my resume says that I live at the Lacons’ Yulo Apartments in
A couple of months back, I was under the tree at Eroreco Subdivision in
Now, after five months in
Currently, I’m planning to move to
Living along Bacoor-Imus border has its disadvantages though. No more surprise trips to Tagaytay to watch sunrise with Mark and Betchay. No more unexpected trips to
But then again, when you close Door #1, there’s always Door #2.
Experience tells me that this is gonna keep on going until I’ve found the place which I can really call home. Hell and to think this all began when I lost my house last November. It’s funny how things have transpired for me in the last 5 months. I wish—oh and I’m wishing for it badly—that I’d stay happy for the rest of my life—surrounded by all things that define a good life—friends, art, travel, places, music, food, and all things unexpected!
4.18.2008
Kastanyas Santissima in Her Own Musicale
There’s something about the songs I’ve chosen for Kimee that makes me think twice about my very impression of her. You see, for me, Kimee has two sides—she’s no Gemini but her presence, her aura appears to have these magical undertones which I can never quite place. (It’s like it’s almost at the tip of my tongue yet I can’t find anything more absolute an adjective.)
The songs are all done by women, spanning from the French legend Edith Piaf to the less popular The Long Blondes. It’s an interesting mix for me because truthfully I found it hard to think of which songs fit her persona so they seem to be incoherent in terms of genre.
Naturally I’d go for Broadway songs such as As If We Never Said Goodbye among others. But it’s just going to be boring. She (we) like it too much it’s the most obvious selection for her. I needed to make something which is new yet still defines her character. This girl has her own language, bordering on queer. And like Tori Amos, she may not “be like the girls that you’ve known, but I believe she is worth coming home to.” Meaning? She’s not ordinary, but supernatural, paranormal, extraterrestrial!
In La Vie en Rose, she’s that crisp, stuttering, grainy, melodious background song playing on the AM frequency on a humid Thursday afternoon during the ‘50s, listened to by grandmothers while wondering why breasts sag a centimeter more each day. In Nature Boy, though she may creep into you like a subtle voice in the wind, a mute girl in a crowd of pleasers, she can startle you with sudden bursts of depth traced in colorful and appetizing words as if indeed saying that “the greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.”
Yet the love in her is not one that’s Shakespearean. Hers may be romantic but it isn’t one that needs an intimate relationship to validate itself. Instead, her romance with the world is characterized by an image that walks by night, wearing a ballet outfit (complete with the shoes, tutu, and all), carrying an awesome 80’s jukebox on the shoulder, playing Karen’s “Close to You” on an empty street, dancing, tip-toeing—at first people don’t notice her, but when she reaches the chorus, everybody joins her in such prolific choreography like that one in Leslie’s video of “1 2 3 4.” Everybody joins her in song, but when it ends—everything turns back to normal. But you know deep down inside of you (uck such a clichéd phrase), you actually experienced something more than what’s there. She’s totally an amalgam of experience!
There’s a lot of character swaying in Kimee, from one character shift to the other. She’s completely unaware of her own eccentricity, which makes “Smile” such a great tribute to her oh-look-I’m-singing/talking-to-myself-again moments, and “I’ll Kill Her” to her sorry-if-I-sometimes-accidentally-blurt-out-my-thoughts-in-various-European-accents instances.
For the shape I like to define of her, it’s the circle. I can say much of that in the song “Windmills of the Mind,” originally by Michel LeGrand. The music is very hypnotic, even the lyrics move about in circles. That’s Kimee. Purely an obsession beyond reason.
4.10.2008
4.07.2008
I am 7:46pm

Furthermore, the results of my test:
You are 7:46 p.m. You are the time of day when everyone is making plans for the night, but there's still an element of mystery about what exactly will happen. You are the moment when your hair looks just right and you're calling or texting friends to make last-minute arrangements about where and when you'll get together. Your time of day is full of possibilities. You're still not sure who might show up, and the night is full of electricity and hope. You are ready for anything, and excited about making the most of whatever (or whoever) crosses your path.
When You Were Young
But I've never been so hyped by any of their songs as what When You Were Young does. Mr. Brightside is kinda passe. When You Were too, but there's something about the song that still makes my bones shake.
They say the devil's water, it ain't so sweet
You don't have to drink right now
But you can dip your feet
Every once in a little while
You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now here he comes
He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young
(He talks like a gentlemen, like you imagined when)
When you were young